I've been locked inside in your heart shaped box for weeks.

i want to put these pictures up. I'm not going to type anything more because i'll get all into it but i don't think i have a lot of time left, being we have short periods. Merry Christmas everyone!





don't worry. i'll update this over break. at least, i plan to.
I'll keep you posted up on the "Mini" drama and whatnot.
Not like you care. BECAUSE NO ONE READS THIS. haha.
There's the bell...i think. Later.

-deanna

With love from me to you.

she loves you, yeah yeah yeah!

i've hugged bingo once, and he's tickled my chin once in the past 20 minutes so i'm a happy camper as of right now. ::bingo senses tingling::

I think i'm getting sick, and i don't like it. I don't like it at all. Grr. These past days (yesterday, today respectively) have been weird. like, have you felt like weird that your human? that you don't know why you look like you do, and stuff? that's what i've been feeling like. i look at everyone and it's weird we're all.... humans. and it's weird how we live. for me, it's the same thing everyday. nothing new, nothing different. i see the same things, and i stay there. no movement occurs, i lead a stationary life. i live for nothing, but god. there's nothing really i can look forward to, being that fall season's over and Chris never calls me over to his house for practice anymore. maybe i'm just going through an apathetic phase, but i don't really care about anything anymore. well, i care about things, but just some select few.

Have you ever looked around and wondered why things are they way they are?
Have you ever wondered why a car looks like a car?
Have you ever looked at yourself and wondered why you look a certain way?
Do you do this everyday?
I do.

Do you look at the sky and wonder why?
Do you ever wish you could take a car and travel far away?
Do you ever look at yourself in amazement?
Amazement like you can't believe yourself?
I have.

Do you look at the person you like and wonder what it would be like to hold them?
Have you ever had that chance?
And then you're so happy for once in your life
and that person changes their mind and leaves you invisible?
I have, unfortunately.

Have you ever liked a person, and they liked you too?
It's the best thing in the world.
Until they change their mind.
And ask someone else out.
I know from firsthand, unfortunately.


I am so hungry. And tired. My nose is all plugged up.

Hunter was wearing Carl's sweater when i came into English, and he gave it to me because i siad i'd give it to Carl. :). I got to wear it. It's really warm and it smells really good. Maybe it's just me, like other things. But i liked it. Anyway, Hortensio saw me putting it on and was like, "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YOO LOOK SO KYOOT IN CAWL'S JACKET!!!!!!!!!!!"






shoot me, please.
30 more minutes of class. i don't know if i can survive. of course i will, but it's hard to imagine.



>___< hahaha. lizard man.







"DECENT."

-deanna

It's not a whale! It's a white GAWD!

Well i think Chris and Nia broke up because she commented in his buddyprofile (goes something like this):

I LUV U SOOOO MUCH CHRIS IM POSTING THIS THE DAY AFTER WE BREAK UP AND WERE STILL GOOD FRIENDS ITS AMAZING HOW 2 PPL CAN DO THAT HUH WELL IDC WAT PPL THINK OF U BC I LUV U AND IF U EVR NEED ME IM HERE OKAY WELL I LUV U CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **~Nia~**

Yeah. Something like that. I know it's not exact, so don't jump on my case for slander.

Ahhhh. YES. I freaking swear happiness is a hug from Booty. He's so freaking hot. Anyway, on to another subject.

Julian keeps telling me how "badass" my presents are from Carl & Monica, and Ander. Of course they are weezer related, so no wonder Julian thinks they're badass. I know what i'm going to get Monica for Christmas, but i don't know what to get Carl and Ander. I think i'm going to make Carl a blanket and get him some more green tea. But i don't know what to get Ander. I asked him what he wanted but he wasn't sure. I also asked Carl but he didn't know either so i've just been piling all these thoughts and whatnot in my mind.

Amy Moore
Blew her top
Stole a car
Shot a cop
Sped away 2,000 miles
Didn't stop until she hit New Orleans
That's alright
It's just one thing
Her wedding ring
Or anything
She left behind
Forgot to pack
How the hell is she gonna get it back?
PAPERFACE!
PAPERFACE!
HEP HEP HEP!

I'm feeling rather cheery right now despite my life kinda sucks. Of course i can't really be sad for too long because it's just the way i am. But i can't help to feel everything in my life is exactly how i don't want it. But somehow i'm happy. How is this? I know i shouldn't sit here and feel sorry for myself because that's just pathetic. Besides, other people probably have it way worse than me so i have no room to speak.

Just sit re-draw up the plans and re-erect it

I wish Bingo would come over here. I need some lovin'. Hahaha. Shakin' Booty all night long. That's so funny.

I love Pink Triangle. Such a good tune. Hold on i need to reflect upon it.
*cranks volume up really loud, sits back, and lip syncs to song*

Now it's Buddy Holly time.
I need to stop putting like random thoughts down. I like start to say something meaningful and then i'm all like, "oh yeah and then the peanut buttered weezer sandwich..."

I think i'm going to go over with Booty.
Nah. I'm gonna stay here and listen to stuff.

Man. I'm hungry.

-deanna

Ice age, heat wave, can't complain. If the world's at large why should i remian?

I'm really worried about Chris now.

Maybe i should get him a wristband for Christmas. A Green Day one and maybe an I love you one? I dunno. I told him yesterday that i'd give anything if he would just stop hurting. I said i'd give away my guitar and he said "i don't want you to have to give that up for me. I know how much you love your guitar. i'm not worth it" Well, technially all the chemicals that humans are made up of only costs about $15.00 and my guitar was $480 or something so, yeah he isn't really worth it. But that's not the point. He is. He's one of my BEST friends and i love him so much i can't even begin to comprehend it. I feel like i love him like a guy, a little brother, and a best friend all rolled into one. When he said he wasn't worth it i started crying. He is so worth it. He's like such a big part of me and stuff. Maybe i'm obsessing, maybe i'm not, but i care so much about him and it really kills me when he's sad and stuff. and the fact that he seems to not care about me as much as i do him. oh well. when i think about it, we're in the same boat. we're both almost failing math (i don't think i am so much as i was anymore), we can't please people we want to, and we're having guy/chick troubles. personally, i think my case is worse than his but whatever. it could be even worse. well. maybe not. his could be as worse. well, it's about time to go to i should logoff and whatnot. later.

-deanna

WHERE'S BINGO. I'M BUMPING MODEST MOUSE BUT HE'S NO WHERE NEAR ME. WHAT THE HELL? IT WORKED YESTERDAY! GRR. I NEED A HUG. :(

i didn't know this game we were playing even had a set of rules.

i really like this song. i think it's like, one of my new favorites. Black Cadillacs by Modest Mouse.

Sunday i saw Chris. And all i could think about was his wrist. Him and Matt's wrists. It might've looked odd how i was like constantly staring at their wristbands. i like zoned out a couple times just thinking about them. i'm so worried about him. i gave him one of my wristbands and i don't think that was a good idea. i mean i'm covering for him for something that isn't right. i don't even understand why he's doing it. he said it was hard to explain. of all people, i can understand why matt would do it. his dad's dying. it's horrible. but still, it's not right for him to do that. they're so young, they haven't even begun to experience life. they're just starting and now they're sick of it.
chris should be like really happy. he has like the girlfriend that he's so in love with i guess and stuff. i wish i could have that. i don't, but you don't see me digging away. maybe i'm being "materialistic". but what else could bug him? he said it wasn't school, family, or the fact of feeling alone. i can kind of understand how he feels, but i'm not quite sure if it's exactly what he was talking about.

i didn't know the words you said to me
meant more to me
than they ever could you

we're all still just dumb, dumb, dumber than the dirt, dirt, dirt on the ground.

MAN. I NEED FOOD BEFORE I PASS OUT AND DIE. AHHH> @#%$*(@)!!!1one

and despite what Carl said, i'm going to post something i wrote in here. because no one really reads this and if they do, well, they can skip it. and if they read it and it sucks (which it will most likely) tell Carl and have him eff me up.

Don't worry I'm here
I'll wipe off that stray tear
Away go the bad thoughts and tendencies
Bring in the happy thoughts and close memories

Try not to fret
Remember when we first met?
I was small
But you were smaller
Haha and i'm still taller

We had a pillow fight
I had behind the bed and i was out of sight
Turn off the lightswitch
I hit you there
And you called me a bitch
And i threatened to do it again.

And the time
That one Wednesday
But what happened
I won't say
But i will let you know
I'll forever love Labor day.

Which reminds me of the Condors game.
I thought the day would just be the same.
But it ended up being the best night i've had
In a very long, long time.

I remember one board meeting
We sat together
And i taught you how to play Island in the Sun
Man, that was fun.
"I laughed, i cried, i died."

Remember the time we took down the nets?
I jumped on your back
And i fell on my knee
Yeah, i remember it
Because my knee hurt
And i'd never been that close to you before

You called me a flirt
As you pulled on my weezer shirt
Hey whatever gets the guys
If you catch my drift (haha, just kidding.)

Man this is long
Maybe i could turn it into a song
Just for you
And i could sing it too
Wait, i forgot i suck.
Nevermind.

Remember we went and saw a movie
Well it was more than we
More than three
I felt like you forgot about me
And you might've had
But that's gone and passed
And i can't be mad

Then there was The Grudge
It sucked a lot
But maybe you were happy
Because you were with her
I was with Zack
And it was pretty cool
But i kept wishing Zack was you
And i kept thinking about you
Because i wearing your hat

And i remember looking forward
To the board member vacation
Because i'd get to see you
But guess what?
Adam was born that weekend
So you weren't able to go

I guess i gotta end this soon
Man look at the time (12:30)
Yeah i should stop
It's getting really lenghty
And i'm running out of rhymes
But i'll never run out of memories

All in all
This is to say i love you
So when you're feeling blue
Remember me
Because i'll most likely be thinking of you

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Commence happiness in 5......4........3.........2...........1..........


HAPPINESS IS BOOTY HUGGING YOU

-deanna

I got some nice goodies for you!!

Last night i talked to Chris before i left and like, this is what went down.

Me: Everything sucks.
Chris: y?
Me: I have a D in math, my mom hates me, my freaking knee, and the 2 guys i like don't really care.
Me: And if they do care they have a funny way of showing it.
Chris: well tell them then
Me: I just told one of them
Chris: What did he say
Me: I meant you silly
Chris: oooooh
Chris: lol
Chris im havn a blond moment

Yeah. That was about it.

IF YOU SIT ON MY LAP...
Hahaha. We're watching a christmas movie. It's really really lame. It's kinda creeping me out as well. Oh, and i wrote a cool poem.

Pass me the band aids and the super glue
I'll sit here and mend my broken heart with you
Quite frankly i don't think there's much i can do
As you're the one who broke it
And i bet you don't have a clue

You traded me in the bright new Cadillac
You looked at this horse and took your saddle back
Now i'm alone with nothing to do
I don't have a heart now
Just a box of band-aids and some super glue

I just sit around to pass the time
I lay back and i write and i rhyme
"This is the life," i guess i should say
Just sit back and come what may
And i'll take what God throws at me day by day

But it's hard what there's nothing there
Just me, this paper, and the surrounding air
And i can't feel because my heart is blank
A cannonball ripped the deck and away it sank
Luckily, i was able to swim to the nearest bank

But all i want to hear is to hear you say
Don't worry, i'm here, i've got all day
I'll help you with what God throws your way
We'll both sit back and come what may
And we'll take it step by step, day by bay.

<333

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BINGO JUST CAME OVER HERE.
AND SAT WITH ME.
AND HUGGED ME.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Happiness ensued.

Okay, i'm gonna go hang out with him. Yeah, cuz like i'm being swarmed and i don't want people reading what i'm writing. typing. whatever. it's what i get for writing in this around lots of people.

-deanna

I feel fine enough i guess, considering everything's a mess.

Caleh said i looked depressed today when i came out of 2nd. I dunno. I don't necesarily (sp) feel depressed or anything. things could be going a lot better, but i'm not like all extremely sad or anything. Actually i'm not really sad at all. haha. anyway...

AHHHHH FRIDGE.
i hit my knee on the table and it hurts now. it hurts a lot. ::emo tear:: haha. just kidding.

I'm reading this book by the author of Tuesdays with Morrie. It's a good book so far, but it's kinda weird. i keep picturing the guy like Eddie crossed with my grandpa and the grandpa on the Munsters.

Too Little Too Late has like the best intro to any of Barenaked Ladies' songs. I love it. And there's a lot of clapping in it. It's one of the best Barenaked Ladies songs out there. i give it 4 out of 5 Decents.

Which reminds me, today is Carl's birthday. so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARL!!!!!

i got him 2 big cans of Green Tea, a 3 pack thing of Orbit, and a 10 cheddah (hahaha. dollar) Starbucks card. It got 3 out of 3 Decents. Oh yeeah.

When i go to the doctor next Wednesday i hope he doesn't give me any more therapy visits. Richard, Stuart, Corissa, Fleeta and all of them are really cool and all but... i just don't like going. It's like a waste of my time. I can do all that crap at home. I could, but i wouldn't because i'm freaking lazy. So haha yeah. And plus i hate that stupid Stairmaster. I hope it freaking burns in hell.

Everything is un
Everything is unfin
Everything is unfinished

If anyone wants to buy a good cd, Everything to Everyone by Barenaked Ladies is a really good one.

well since everyone's posting Christmas Lists and whatnot, i'll put what i want and if you want to get it for me, be my guest.

Deanna's [Makeshift] Christmas List
In Utero, Bleach by Nirvana
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (the movie. or a movie calander would be nice.)
Gwen Stefani's new cd. isn't it like love music angel baby?
Check Your Head - Beastie Boys
Anything weezer related, yes that includes getting me Rivers. haha.
"I got a fever, and the only prescription is more cowbell" shirt at Hot Topic. It's like, minty green. (i wear youth small.)
A nirvana shirt
A yellowcard shirt
chapstick
Born on a Pirate Ship, Maybe You Should Drive - Barenaked Ladies
One For the Kids - Yellowcard
Barnaked Ladies dvd, i forgot what it's called but it's like all the music videos or something.
Beastie Boys dvd
If you find it on eBay (hopefully no one bought it) this pamphlet of all the pinkerton lyrics in Rivers' handwriting. <333
ummm... starbucks cards. also, if you buy me the whole dang building, i'll be happy too.
Jason Mraz Live - Jason Mraz
Hotel Paper - Michelle Branch
any nofx album, i have the war on errorism though.

haha and i thought i couldn't think of anything else for Christmas. it keeps flowin' out of me like Rivers busts out them tunes. Oooh yeah.

God, i love Too Little Too Late by the Barenaked Ladies. But this, i have mentioned already.

You know who i haven't talked to lately? Bingo. I should go and say hi and maybe get a hug (yay) but like, he's probably all caught up in that Nintendo DS action, so i'll leave him alone. And by the end of the day somehow i'm going to hug Carl. Even if it kills me. I want to give him one because it's his birthday. I should've kept his present until lunch, then gave it to him then and then given him a hug. But i gave it to him first thing in Biology. When he came in late. haha.

Speaking of Biology, i have an F. freaking a! i think like, everyone has an F. But i'm not getting a defeniceny (sp) so that's cool. Well, the 5 minute bell rang (i think, i can't hear because my music is loud.) so i should put my stuff away and log off and whatnot.

And Sergio isn't stupid.
-deanna

Burndt Jamb

::rocks out to weezer::

Well, i can't really "rock out" right now. I'm in class for one, and i don't have my baby. By that i mean, my guitar. I hate this class. It's so noisy and crap. I can't wait till we move into Gaines' class. But i don't know, maybe i won't like that either.

Well, i think the plan has been put on hiatus. Steven doesn't think it's a good idea because he doesn't think Carl even likes me that much, and then he went and told Ander. Ander got all depressed and stuff because he likes me and he was under the impression i had already carried out with the plan, and i haven't because i'm a weenie. I want to go out with Carl really bad because i like him a lot but i don't want to make Ander sad. He's a really cool guy. And i know it sucks when you like someone and they go out with someone else. I think everyone knows how that feels. It feels like crap. Anyway, yeah i think the plan will be on hiatus for a while. Maybe it'll come up later or something. Who knows?

Ah. And Chris makes me so mad/sad/fustrated/depressed. He was at the game on Friday and i asked him how he was feeling and he was like, "What are you my counselor now or something?" Oh pah-leeze. I know this is a petty thing to be all whiney about but like he didn't give me my own page in his buddyprofile. The only thing about me says, "Hey i can trust u more than a lot of other people. hope ur always there." Yeah, i'm always here, but he never tells me anything if i'm supposedly one of his best friends. How am i supposed to make him feel better if i don't know what's wrong? And if i know something's wrong, and i try to get it out of him, and he gets mad, what am i supposed to do? It's stupid. Then the whole thing about us. Like maybe going out. What a bunch of bull. I knew we'd never go out. In the back of my head i did. Anyway, he told me if things didn't work out with Kristin, that there was a 70% chance that we'd go out. Then that night at his house. And then like, he told me no girlfriends for a while. Which i could understand. Then all of a sudden, he's going out with Nia! What the hell? I just like, fell off the face of the Earth. I want to see him again to ask him basically what the hell was he thinking, and then i don't want to see him at all because i want to beat the crap out him with a cheap spork from Taco Bell. Ugh. It's about time to go, so i'll drop another entry tomorrow since i didn't really get to go into detail and whatnot.

-deanna

I think i'm dumb, maybe just happy.

Well, turns out, Sarah had my calculator. We don't know how it got in her backpack, either. It's weird. I don't know.

Everything seems to be getting a little better, and it's nice.

My calculator was found
Cathy said i handled that thing with my dad really well, like an adult, and she was proud of me.
My feet are feeling a lot better.
My right knee still hurts a little, but it's getting better.
My left knee hasn't been stiff all day.

I'm feeling really lucky.

I'm going to ask him tonight. I don't care if i really haven't talked to him a lot on the internet or anything, but i'm going to. I don't really have anything to lose, so, why not?
Then maybe, if he says yes, we could go to the game together. According to me, i think there's like a 50/50 chance of him saying yes. He says he likes me, so, why not? :0)

My cool song[s] for today:
Oasis - She's Electric

She's electric
She's in a family full of eccentrics
She's don't think i'm ever expected
And i need more time

She's got a sister
And Lord only knows how i miss her
And on the palm of her hand is a blister
And i need more time

And i want you to know
I got my mind made up now
But i need more time
And i want you to say
Do you what i'm saying?
But i need more
I'll be you
And you'll be me
There's lots and lots for us to see
There's lots and lots for us to do
She is electric, can i be electric too?

She's got a brother
We don't get along with one another
I quite fancy her mother
And i think that she likes me

She's got a cousin
In fact she's got 'bout a dozen
She's got one in the oven
But it's nothing to do with me

And i want you to know
I got my mind made up now
But i need more time
And i want you to say
Do you what i'm saying?
But i need moreI'll be you
And you'll be me
There's lots and lots for us to see
There's lots and lots for us to do
She is electric, can i be electric too?

Can I be electric too?
Can I be electric too?
Can I be electric too?

Oasis - Morning Glory

All your dreams are made
When you're chained to the mirror and the reins are played
Today's the day that all the world will see
Another sunny afternoon
Walking to the sound of my favorite tune
Tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon

Need a little time to wake up?
Need a little time to wake up, wake up?
Need a little time to wake up?
Need a little time to rest your mind?
You know you shut it so i guess you might as well

What's the story morning glory?
Well?
Need a little time to wake up, wake up?
Well?
What's the story morning glory?
Well?
Need a little time to wake up, wake up?

All your dreams are made
When you're chained to the mirror and the reins are played
Today's the day that all the world will see
Another sunny afternoon
Walking to the sound of my favorite tune
Tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon

Need a little time to wake up?
Need a little time to wake up, wake up?
Need a little time to wake up?
Need a little time to rest your mind?
You know you shut it so i guess you might as well

What's the story morning glory? Well?
Need a little time to wake up, wake up? Well?
What's the story morning glory? Well?
You need a little time to wake up, wake up?

Oasis - Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
They're gonna throw it back to you
By now, you shoulda somehow realized what ya gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you've never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that i would like to say to you
But i don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they're never gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow realized what not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

And all the roads that lead you there are winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that i would like to say to you
But i don't know how

I say maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
(I said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
(i said maybe)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
(That saves me)
You're gonna be the one that saves me
(That saves me)
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Oasis - Roll with It

You gotta roll with it
You gotta take your time
You gotta say what you say
Don't let anybody get in your way
Cuz it's all too much for me to take

Don't ever stand aside
Don't ever be denied
You gotta be who you be
If you're coming with me

I think i got a feeling i've lost inside
I think i'm going to take me away and hide
I'm thinking things that i just can't abide

I know the roads in which your life will drive
I find the key that lets you slip inside
Kiss the girl she's not behind the door
You know i think i recognize your face
But i've never seen you before

You gotta roll with it
You gotta take your time
You gotta say what you say
Don't let anybody get in your way
Cuz it's all too much for me to take

I know the roads in which your life will drive
I find the key that lets you slip inside
Kiss the girl she's not behind the door
You know i think i recognize your face
But i've never seen you before

You gotta roll with it
You gotta take your time
You gotta say what you say
Don't let anybody get in your way
Cuz it's all too much for me to take

Don't ever stand aside
Don't ever be denied
You wanna be who you be
If you're coming with me

I think i got a feeling i've lost inside
I think i got a feeling i've lost inside
I think i got a feeling i've lost inside
I think i got a feeling i've lost inside
I think i got a feeling i've lost inside

-deanna

I'm sorry, but i don't got it on Lockdown.

Lately everything sucks so much.

Carl likes downie AGAIN. Why???
Chris is going out with Nia. Of course, i'm happy for him because he's not sad anymore. And that's always a plus. But of course, you can't have your cake and eat it too, so yeah i'm kinda depressed because it's like i just fell off the face of the earth and he doesn't care about me anymore. And that night i went to his house and stuff, it's like scarred my mind. I can't forget about how we kissed. How it felt, how he looked at me. It's like intoxicating and it won't go away. And the more i think about it the more i like him and the more i want to do it again. But i can't. Probably, never again. And it hurts. A lot.
My knee. Well, my right knee... i won't say. My left knee, well everyone knows what's wrong with my left knee. It's the reason i'm Crutchie.
Someone stole my TI-83 Calculator. I am so frickin' pissed. WHY THE HELL WOULD ANYONE STEAL A FREAKING CALCULATOR?! I swear people are so damn stupid sometimes.
My dad. He's always yelling at me and crap and i don't do anything. It's annoying and it makes me want to leave. Not like, go to heaven leave but like leave my house leave. When i'm old enough of course. It makes me want to leave, and to never ever come back. Well, not never ever, but like call 4 times a year and not tell them about anything and leave them in the dark and see how they like it.
My toes. There's always something wrong with them, so i won't even bother describing them.
There's always something wrong with me. Emotionally, physically.

I was just thinking, i'm just like Rivers. He's said before that he's emotionally unstable. One minute he's like a rebel, then he's a punk, then he's the quiet brooding artist, and then he's like, the outgoing rockstar. He's constantly changing and whatnot. I think i'm exactly like that. I like being the quiet person, but also i enjoy being the loud person. When i go out of town i like to be the "quiet book reading know-it-all" basically, like Hermione from Harry Potter. I don't know i'm just really weird.
The people at my table are so mean to each other (Warning: Explicit Content):

"Hoe!"
"Shut the fuck up!"
"I'll burn you, shit i got big jokes!"
"Whatever"
"Hey Frogger, does this make me look fat?"

Yeah.

ROFLOMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know, i just wanted to say that.

Stupid Mr. Hip-Hop. He has popcorn and i'm dying of hunger.
I wanted to listen to my cd player, but i didn't get to today because i don't want the sub to take it. I wore my "bluescene" jacket today and like you could tell if i had headphones on and stuff.

OH CRAP.
I HAVE A SPANISH TEST TODAY.
AND I DON'T KNOW ANY OF THE WORDS.
FREAKING A.
I'M GOING TO BOMB THIS QUIZ. AND I NEED GOOD QUIZZES IN THERE.
AAAAHHHHRRRRGGGGHHHH.

I wish Chris liked me.
I wish Carl liked me.
I wish i still had my calculator.
I wish my knee hadn't been hurt in soccer.
I wish my other knee would heal quick.
I wish above all that Carl would like me.
But he doesn't.
And won't.
[blows horn, throws some confetti]
Welcome to my pity party.
Sorry.

-deanna