10.28.2004

I feel stupid and contagious, here we are now, entertain us.

There's something about listening to Nirvana that makes me cringe. It's not bad, but i get lost in the music. Maybe because of the meaning, or because i think about what Kurt Cobain felt when he wrote this, or because i'm listening to a dead guy's legacy. I dunno. But i like it.

We finished watching the crucible today. that was a GREAT MOVIE. At the end, i started to cry. Back off, it's really emotional. I can't believe anything like that really happened. It's so horrible. If i was Abigail, like, i would have felt so bad i killed all those innocent people. I wouldn't have felt bad. I would've felt so horrible, i would've felt worse than that. I can't live with guilt. I think on and about things too much that it would get to me, and i would go crazy. What amazes me is that she didn't seem bothered by it when she watched them be hung. Geez.

I'm so ugly but that's okay 'cuz so are you.

The playoffs got cancelled yesterday. I was so mad. Do they not know that's the only time i get to hang out with Chris and Zack? Do they not care? Probably not, but that's not my point. Oh well. The bell's going to ring in a couple minutes, so i'd better go. Later.

I Like you, I'M NOT GONNA CRACK.
-deanna

10.25.2004

¡¡HOLA SEÑOR!! ¡¡HOLA SEÑOR!! ¡¿NO COMÓ VATO NO COMPRENDE?!

SATURDAY WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME I CAN'T EVEN COMPREHEND IT.
I WISH EVERY DAY WAS LIKE THAT.
I WOULD BE IN HEAVEN.
ONLY IT COULDN'T BE HEAVEN BECUASE GOD DOESN'T HANG OUT AT THE CENTENNIAL GARDEN.
I SHALL WRITE A POEM AND IT WILL BE CALLED:

THIS IS HEAVEN BUT IT CAN'T BE BECUASE I'M STILL NOT GOING OUT WITH ZACK OR CHRIS BECAUSE THEY HAVE GIRLFRIENDS ALREADY AND GOD DOESN'T HANG OUT AT THE CENTENNIAL GARDEN SO I'M KINDA SCREWED SO UMMMM YEAH.

Nothing really happened there though, so i don't know why i keep making such a big deal out of it. Don't i make it sound like a big deal? I mean, look at all of that. It's in CAPS and bolded and italicized. But, Chris did say he was starting to like me, and that made me feel sooo freaking good. I was so happy. And he said that Zack sorta liked me. Hey, it's a start, right?

I shouldn't be on here because i need to do my work. But i don't want to because i am a procrastinator. Mwahaha.

Dudes, 1st period was actually kinda cool today. Like, someone super glued the lock and we had to spend half the class in the physics lab. Then the locksmith came and we got inside the classroom but it was too late to actually do any work so Mr. Delgado let us sit around and talk. I found this piece of paper on the floor, and i wrote this on it:

HeY LiKe OmG!! If u r hott please IM me at LikeOMGImPreppy7!!!!

I wonder if anyone will IM me.
Hahahaha. That will be so funny.

I am so hungry. I NEED FOOD. NOW. BEFORE I MESS SOMEONE UP.

Oh, and today is "Treasure Island Day" (because it's homecoming week) and everyone is supposed to dress up like pirates. Yeah, like 10 people in the whole school actually did. 10 out of like 800. How embarrassing. Anyway, Sarah made a sign for me and it says:
ARGH I AM A PIRATE!!!
It's super awesome. But in reality, i am not a pirate. I am a gangrate.

Gangrate: adj. A pirate gangster.
He is such a gangrate.

Yes, because i am such a gangster. You know me. "Bad-ass" gangsta from the hood. Haha. Whatever. Well we're gonna get out of here really soon.

Dangit. I wanted to call Ed today at lunch but i forgot my phone. :'( .
I was gonna be like:
"Ed? Ed Robertson? Hey, it's Steven. Yeah, Steven Page. Hey, dude, we're ready for those demos you have to put on our new cd. Yeah i can't wait to hear that song you were telling me about. Something like, The Ander Just Stole My Lady. Isn't that what you were telling me about earlier?" And just take it from there.

[FYI: Ed Robertson and Steven Page are members in the band Barenaked Ladies]

Yeah. We're getting out in like.....3-4 minutes, so i'm gonna pack up and get ready to go. Later.

-deanna

10.22.2004

Box Set - Disc One - It's all my greatest hits and if you're a fan then you know that you've already got 'em.

Okay people seriously expect more from me than i seem to be giving.

What people want is what i used to be
And everytime i do something new
All they want is 1973.

I went in for a conference with Ms. King about my schedule (what she called to be planning out the rest of my life) for the next couple years. She gave me like, a list of tests i need to take in the next couple years. Like the PSAT, and SAT I and II. She was like, "You're so smart you can go to any college you want... etc... you're talented" and stuff. Me? Genius? Are we talking about the same person i think we are? Me?! Okay really, come on. I know i'm smart but i'm not as smart as she perceives me to be. Okay i get good grades, but that doesn't nesissarally mean i'm smart and talented.

If i was smart and talented and pretty guys would be lining up by the dozen to tap this. ;-)
But are they? NO. I can't even get Chris to go out with me. It's so freaking pathetic.














Yeah, i had to like get to the bottom of this because people like to come by and peek at what i'm writing and i'm tired of minimizing the window. Anyway... i freaking lost my glasses. I'm so pissed at myself because i have no idea where i put them. I just remember leaving them in the bathroom to look at my nose cuz Justin cracked me good there with his watch on accident during math. It hurt. But that's not the point. I must've moved them or something, or someone else, because for the life of me i don't know where they are. Then i almost lost my lightning bolt necklace. The lightning bolt is always coming off and stuff. Luckily it was in my lap. Well, the bell is gonna ring in about a minute, so i have to go. Until next time, I'm the new kid on the block.

-deanna

10.14.2004

Now my head's been filled with doubt.

::rocks out::

I'm listening to Yellowcard.
Good stuff.

Today's been good. It's because of my lucky penny.
I WANT IT TO BE TOMORROW... NOW!
:-)
I want to see Napolean Dynamite.
With Chris.

Now i'm listening to the Beastie Boys.

I don't really have much to say. You can tell i don't, because i keep jumping around this little page entry thing. like every sentence is like, right below the one it precedes.

My dad wrote his paper to the Principle last night. It so totally rocks.
Yeah.

YES! I got my headphones to work. So totally awesome.
Well, i better go before the bell rings. Later.

10.13.2004

He looked to me and mumbled, "wateva."

I hate this class. With like, a passion. Ms. McCreedy is nice and all, but she is so annoying sometimes. I wish she would just be quiet for once and let us do our work.

I'm wearing my "cute" jeans today. Sarah thinks their cute, i do, but she does more.
Aye, yo muy hombre. Yo quiero almorzo. NOW!

Okay, i'm going to stop writing in here and i'm going to [actually] do my work so i won't have a lot of stuff to do tonight. Actually, what am i doing tonight? Wednesday... hmm. Well, i don't have therapy this week. YES! They were booked all week, so i don't have to go. Mwahaha. Cool.

HOMEWORK
Biology - Worksheets: Get book after school.
English - None
ComputerGraph - Type out Crucible Paper
Spanish - Dunno yet.
History - Worksheet: Due Friday, Essay: Due Friday, Cheat Sheet: Due Friday, Notebook: Due Friday.
Math - Lab: Due Monday


Okay. That doesn't seem like too much work.

(She being Ms. McCreedy)

Okay, i guess she's not coming over here after all. Whatever. Anyway, my life is so messed up. It's not really bad, but i'm constantly thinking about something. And i procrastinate so much and then i get all irritated when i have to finish all this stuff in one sit down, because i had time to do it, but just sat around instead. If that made any sense. Yo quiero y nesisito un novio. Seriously.

Man, i can't think of a good introductory sentence. I don't want to start with something that's like "My topic is about..." or "So-n-So's were considered..." because i don't want to have to like, explain that all out and stuff like it was my thesis or something. Gah, i hate expository writing. CREATIVE ALL THE WAY!

Dangit! Ms. McCreedy is coming over here. Man, she needs to like shut up or something because she's getting really annoying. Like i try to write stuff, and i think of something good, and then she's like "RAAAAHHHH DON'T DO SUCH AND SUCH I'M YELLING BLAH BLAH WHATEVER" and then i forget what i was going to write because i was listening to her dictate about stuff. Yeah. I'll be back, again.

MS. McCREEDY

PLEASE
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IN HEAVEN
AND JESUS CHRIST
SHUT UP.
Thank you.

Flava FLAAAAAAVVEEEE!

I am so mad. I can't believe i forgot my notebook!! My mom BETTER not like, read it or something or i'm going to feel so violated. She'll probably make me go to therapy for liking Chris so much.

dangit. She's coming around to ask us about how we're going to write our paper., and i'm not supposed to be on here. Crap. I'll write more when she goes away.

10.12.2004

Survey Time.

001. Full Name: Deanna Leslie (Or Michelle, Michelle is preferred) Moreno
002. Nickname(s): Chik, Michelle, D, and etc.
003. Eyes: Brown.
004. Height: I don't know but somewhere between 5'3'' and 5'9''. I know i'm not 5'9'', because then i'd be the same hieght as Zach.
005. Hair: Brown.
007. Do u like to sing in the shower? Not really.
008. Do u like to sing on the toilet? Who sings on the toilet?
009. Birthday: July 27, 1989.
010. Sign: Leo.
011. Address?: San Pablo Ave. You figure out the 4 numbers.
013. Righty or lefty: Righty.
014. What do you want in a relationship most? I dunno. It's always nice to have a guy that tells you you're pretty and stuff. It's nice to be able to talk to him, and him understand and stuff. I dunno i probably sound like a fantisining romantic. blah.
015. Have you ever cheated?: If i could get a boyfriend, i'd never ever cheat. i wouldn't even THINK of it. It's just wrong, and i'd like the person too much to do it.
016. Do you have a car?: No. Not unless you count my hot wheels ;).
No. 018. What kind of car do you have/want? A Mini Cooper or a VW Beetle, those are nice cars.
019. Movie/s: Harry Potter, Down With Love, Big Fish, A Mighty Wind, Gattica, some others, can't think of em right now.
021. Band/singer: weezer, Beastie Boys, Barenaked Ladies, Goo Goo Dolls, Counting Crows, Relient K, Jet, White Stripes, John Lennon, The Beatles, Linkin Park, Nirvana, NOFX, Jason Mraz, Michelle Branch, Ashlee Simpson (her cd is actually pretty good), Switchfoot, Green Day and a lot more....
022. TV Shows: Whose Line is it Anyway?, The Surreal Life, I Love the 70's-90's, Best Week Ever, The Fairly Oddparents, SpongeBob, Family Guy.
024. Actor/s: Jennifer Aniston, Ben Stiller, Jude Law, Tobey Maguire.
025. Food: Whatever i think tastes good.
026. Number/s: 9, 99, 7.
027. Letter/s: L, T, H, Z, C, W
028. Cartoon comic: Zits.
030. Color/s: Green, blue, yellow, red, gray.
031. Do you plan on having children: Yeah. Maybe just one. I'm not one for pain.
033. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: I dunno.
034. How old do you wanna be when your married: I dunno.
036. Do you have a g/f: Hahaha. No. I like guys. But, i don't have a boyfriend either.
037. Do you have a crush? Yeah. Three. I think one of them likes me. :). That's a first.
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
038. Music/TV: Music. Duh.
039. Guys/Girls: Guys.
040. Green/Blue: Green. It's the color of everything awesomely awesome.
041. Pink/Purple: Purple.
042. Summer/Winter: Winter.
044. Hangin Out/Chillin: It's the same thing, right?
045. Dopey/Funny: Funny.
046. Weird saying I have: Hmm... i don't think i have any.
047. What school do u go to? East Bakersfield High.
048. Have you ever taken drugs?: No.
049. What's a major turn on for you?: Pretty eyes, quiet and shyness (being loud iand extroverted sn't bad though), sense of humor, nice, great personality.
050. How far would you go on a first date?: Holding hands.
051. PEOPLE: People are cool when they want to be. Even if i don't like someone, i still try to be nice to them.
052. Which 6 people do you trust and are open with the most? Sarah, Caleh, Monica, Nicole, Carl, Chris, Zach. Oh well. That's 7.
053. What do you think of soul mates? They're out there, somewhere.
055. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about?: Hmm. Rather not say.
057. Are you happy?: Not really. I'm at school, i suck at math, i can't play soccer, and i need a novio.
058. Why?: I just said why.
060. Love or lust: Love. Who would pick Lust?
063. Sunset or sunrise: Sunset. Colors are so pretty...
064. Have you ever gone skinny dipping: No.
065. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Sometimes.
066. Do you have any piercings: Nope.
067. What color underpants are you wearing right now?I don't remember, and I'm at school so i'm not going to look.
068. What song are u listening to right now? I have Get it Together by the Beastie Boys stuck in my head.
069. Digits of your phone number: 871-3...man i forgot the rest?
070. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: ENGLAND. Hands down.
071. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? It's kinda hard to say right now, being that i'm a 15 year old girl and i still have the rest of my life to live. But if you were to ask me right now it'd be either of the 3 guys i like. If i were to spend my life with either one, my life would be pretty good.
072. What do u notice first about a guy/girl?: Their eyes.
073. Favorite sport?: Soccer.
074. What makes you happy?: Playing my guitar, playing soccer, being at the soccer park [with Chris and Zach], Playing with Adam... etc.
075. What's the next CD(s): What?
076. Do u wear contacts or glasses?: Glasses. I love them.
077. The best advice given to you?: "Only shop at Abercrombie." - Rochelle (HAHA. I'm being sarcastic.)
078. Have u ever won any special awards?: Yeah something in 8th grade.
079. What are your future goals?: I'd like to be an actress, i <3 acting, or a musician... or soccer player... or a teacher...
080. Worst sickness u ever had?: I don't think tearing a ligament is a sickness...
081. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? Funny.
082. the phone or in person?: In person.
083. Hugs or kisses?: Hugs. Never really kissed anyone.
084. What song seems to reflect you the most?: The Good Life - weezer , Falling For the First Time - Barenaked Ladies, Wonderwall - Oasis.
085. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?: Well i already told Chris i'd give him my mp3 player. I'd give Caleh my guitars. I'd give Sarah all my notes and notebooks and stuff (sorry to disappoint you by giving you crappy stuff). I'd give Zach my Nirvana cd (even though he'd probably have it) and i'd give Carl and Monica my computer, camera, and printer.
086. Have u ever been so upset u cant remember anything?: Uh... not that i can think of.
087. What is your greatest fear?: Having my house burn down and having all my posessions burn in the fire, dieing because of suffocation, being shot, running into a giant cockroach... etc.
088. Are you getting fed up with this survey?: No. I'm in class, and i'm bored and i like answering questions.
089. What time is it in Albania now?: Um... i dunno.
090. Have you ever been in love?: Yes, i am right now.
091. Have you met Santa?: Well, i don't think the weird people that dress up like him in the mall counts.
092. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would you do?: I wouldn't be at home, i'd be at Rivers' house pimpin it. ;).
093. Last time you talked to the person that you like/love was?: Let's see. #1) Yesterday, #2) Saturday and #3) Yesterday.
094. Do u have any pets?: Yes. 3 Cats.
095. What's your email address?: ikickitrootdown@gmail.com
096. Last time you were depressed was?: Earlier August. I tell you having a bum knee is really depressing.
097. Are you an alcoholic? No.
098. Who sent this to you?: I took it from The Ander's website. GO THERE NOW!!! www.thepassionoftheander.com
099. What do you think of this person?: The Ander is awesome, but of course, that's a given.
100. Do u want your friends to re-post this?: If they want.

10.08.2004

I hate hate haters.

Today started as an okay day, and it making it's way to be a really good day.

I kinda bombed my Biology quiz, but it'll be okay. I had fun talking to Monica, yet again. I really like that we're getting closer this year. She kinda reminds me of me. Like, only older. We have a lot in common, like, liking Rivers a lot and other stuff. It's so awesome.

I had SO much fun in English. We read the Crucible again, and i got to be Elizabeth. Mr. Hamm said i did a great job, and that i'd have a good future with acting. :). I love to act. It's fun to be someone besides yourself. I could be like... the next Hilary Duff, only cooler and awesomer. Or Like, Lindsay Lohan minus the being of a sex symbol. That would be so rockin'.

Last night Chris asked me if i was going to watch his game.
Doesn't he know who he's talking to?
Of course i'm going to go watch it!
They're playing Logan and Doug this week, and i want to y'know, cheer him on. I just hope Kaela isn't there. That'd be so freakin' awkward.... what if i get beat up?! You're not supposed to beat up cripples or people with glasses! AHH. CONSPIRACY.

I hate this class. I hate e-cards.
I love the Crucible. I love Chris.
I hate the school's internet. It sucks.
I love my Strat. It is my only true love.

Cool. The internet is supposedly back up and running.
After this class we have a rally. I hate rallys. They are so stupid.
All it is, is time taken out of the day so that everyone can yell and make fun of the Freshman.
Of course, that's all in good fun, if you're not a Freshman.
And it makes classes shorter.
Those are the only good things about it.
Otherwise it sucks.

Yep.




I finished my e-cards, pretty much. I have like, one question left and i took one out because i couldn't find an answer for it. Ah ha! I have found an answer for my last question. I am the coolest EVA!!!! Mwahahahaha.

Okay as you can see, i don't really have much to say.

The day is boring.
But the day is good.
This is how my days
Always should be.
Sit and think
About you, divine.
To walk around
In the warm sunshine.
Hanging out with Sarah
Monica, and Carl Escalera.

DUDE THAT WAS THE COOLEST RHYME EVER.
Sarah and Escalera.
I AM A POETIC GENIUS.

I'm a genius, i know it.
Mwahaha.

I'm listening to the Beastie Boys - Sounds of Science
I love that song.
So you, listen to it, NOW.

I think it's about time to go, so later.
-deanna

10.07.2004

Rivers = GAH!! HOTNESS.

There's like 8 minutes left in class, and i want to talk on here. So yeah. It sucks cuz i don't really have much to talk about. You know who's really cute? Pie. Everyone loves pie. <3. Tee hee. Well, i guess slim didn't leave town, because Chris never asked me about the Tuesday Night Texting. Yeah. And even when i mention how much i wished he would ask me out, he still says nothing. not even a little convincing, "I don't want to go out with anyone right now, maybe later" kind of thing. Or "I like you but i need me time". Or how much i like him, he never says how much he likes me. Guys are wierd. If only...

Yeah. And i still like Carl. But that never goes anywhere.
Bell rang.
Bye.

-deanna

10.06.2004

Jesus taught, "Stop judging by mere appearances, and make a right judgment." - (John 7:24)

Okay i'm not going to say very much today, as i am supposed to be researching these dumb e-card things for my Crucible project. Talk about gayness in the anus.

Okay so last night i kinda asked Chris out. It was more of a joke from Missy and I. Then i kinda turned it from a joke to something real. I don't think i should have done that. Worst case scenario, he turns me down when 1) he's 2 years younger than me and 2) i didn't really mean to ask him in a serious kind of way. Zack said he loved me, but i seriously doubt it. If he loved me, he would have gone out with me in the first place, right? I guess. I'm so stupid when it comes to this kind of thing. If this keeps up, i'm never getting married. Unless i stumble by Rivers and he's like "AH MARRY ME". Yeah.

I wonder what he will say at therapy today. Maybe he will say yes to me asking him out. That'd put me in a weird situation, being that i didn't really mean to ask him out in the first place, and i was wating for him to ask ME. But what if he says no? That's kind of self-degrading. Asking a 7th grader out, not intentionally, and him saying no to you anyway. How freaking pathetic! Then there's the whole chance of him not even bringing it up. Which is a slim to none chance, and slim left town. Either that, or he'll ask me if he can listen to my mp3 player. Or he'll whine about how Logan is being a pissant, and how he wants to kick him and stuff during their game next Saturday. Okay, i know he can get kinda pissy sometimes, but like, kicking him isn't going to help anything. I know he was like "UHH I JUST WANT TO MAKE HIM MORE EHHH MAD" but i thought they were like, best friends, and best friends don't try to purposly make each other mad. Whatever, he's a weird-o. Doug, (Dong Epsee HAHAHA) was telling me that Chris is a drama llama. At the Highland Homecoming, he was being all pissy with his ex even though he still liked her. I was like, "So you mean he was like, 'UHHH I DUN WAHNNA TALK TO YOOOU.' " and Doug basically said, yes though he has stopped being a drama llama. Great. I'm in love with a [past] drama llama. Bell rang, see ya.

-deanna

10.01.2004

Life is so hard, then after all of it, you die.

Okay i just like, found out i'm not supposed to be on here. Well, whatever. I started writing in this other notebook so i will only use this during Computer Graphics, only, when i have enough time or the teacher isn't paying attention to me. Dude, i wish she'd shut up. All she does is talk and talk and dictate and crap. It's like lady, please, shut up. There's a difference between teaching and telling people what to do.

Last period Mr. Hamm used my paper as a universal example. That was so wierd. Like usually i suck at writing but i guess it was really good. People keep telling me i'm a really good writer and that i would be a really good author. That's cool, like i really apreciate their complements, but it was just one paper that i happened to do really good on.

Then i finished my book, and Mia gets to kiss Michael! Sorry if i ruined it for you. I wish that would happen to me. Ah, it's like a perfect thing. Like, Chris asked me if i'd ever make out with him and i was like i dunno, i don't really know how, and he was like it's easy, it's just like the movies. Well in some cases i can believe that, but life is definately not like the movies. Here are some reasons why:

IF LIFE WAS LIKE A MOVIE I:
  • Would always get the guy.
  • Would get to marry the guy.
  • Would get to make out with the guy.
  • He would be perfect, not a wierd perv.
  • He would be selfless with his actions, and would always do things to make me feel good and etc.

There's always flaws to the perfect boyfriend, i have found. So making the perfect invevitable not perfect. You think you'd like a guy to tell you he loves you and stuff. I've found out if you really don't love/like him, you feel kinda uncofortable and weird when he says it to you. Let's take Josh for example. I liked him, and he was always like I LOVE YOU I WANT TO MARRY YOU I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOR ALL OF HIGH SCHOOL. Yeah that creeped me out. Especially when he told me when we got married that we wouldn't have a Jewish wedding. That was like, so wierd, and plus, i'm not Jewish. Then there's the part where he'd call like 50 trillion times a day, leave tons of voice messages on my phone (around 47), and he'd always ask me how i thought he was doing (as a boyfriend). I got so fed up with it i broke up with him. I felt so much better after that. He still calls me a lot (i wish he'd stop) and stuff, but i don't call him back or pick up the phone. And then he hugs me all the time all wierd. Like he likes feeling me or something. It's creepy, people.

People seriously take things for granted. Like Kaela (Chris' girlfriend) i don't think she really realized what she had until it was gone. Like she was all 'I almost cried when i saw you [Chris]today'. Like, she really must've not missed him if they never really talked to each other and she flirted with all the other guys AND supposedly cheated on him. I mean, what are these children thinking?! I guess i was oblivous to the fact that the people on Jerry Springer aren't the only people in the world who cheat on their beaus. But these kids are like, 12-13. If they cheat on their boyfriend/girlfriends now, will they do that when they get married becuase they think it's okay? Well, it's not okay. It's totally messed up.

I wrote a poem for Chris to cheer him up. Actually it'll probably make him feel a little uncomfortable, but whatever. Like i really, and seriously think that he doesn't realize how much he means to me. Like, he says 'no one gives a sh** about him' and stuff, but i really do care. As a matter of fact, i care a WHOLE lot. I told him that last night, and he didn't believe me. I'm glad he belived me though when i told him i'd always be there for him, no matter what, which is the truth.

I wonder what you're doing right now.
Are you thinking? If you are, is it of me?
I'm thinking of you right now
That's why i'm writing this
I care about you a lot more than you think
It's okay that you won't believe
But you will if you see
I'll always be here for you
No matter where i am
No matter what happens
If you ever need a shoulder to cry on
My shoulder's all yours
If you ever need a friend
I'll be around
If you ever are lost
I'll be the map
If you're ever scared
I'll be the light in the dark
If you're angry
I'll be your punching bag
I just want you to know
That I'm glad we're friends
And i love you for that
So don't leave me now

DUDES. I really like that for some reason. That's what i'm going to give to Chris today at PT. I don't know i could bring it up, or show it to him. I guess i can be all, hey, i wrote this for you. Or I wanted to make you feel better so yeah. I think i'll just go with the flow, and let whatever happens happen. CRAP. I have to do my spanish during Lunch, AND study for my spanish test. I was so busy thinking about other things that i totally forgot! AHHH MY LIFE IS SO OVER.

Pinch Me is a great happy little song about chronic depression.
'I feel fine i guess, considering everything's a mess.'

I LOVE THE BARENAKED LADIES. AHHH THEY'RE SO AWESOME I'M GOING TO PUKE.
I think that's because of all the cake i had today.

I think that the bell's gonna ring really soon, so i'm gonna pack up and get ready to do my spanish. Ugh i hate Spanish. It's a mad whore. Later.

-deanna michelle