psycho

I just read a survey I did when I was 15. That's so weird. I feel like I've been stuck being this age...forever.

Will you be single over winter?
I want to be. I'm done with that shit.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yeah, it was so intense. There were a million sparks...they all faded away, apparently.

Have you ever slept on a couch with that person?
No, but in a bed, yes.

If your ex said they hate you, you say?
I don't think any of them hate me. But regardless, I would be upset. I don't like when people dislike me.

Are you mad at anyone right now?
I'm not mad, I'm just upset.

Where do you wanna live?
San Luis Obispo

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Jeans

Is there someone you'll never forget?
There are many people I'll never, ever forget.

Do you consider yourself spoiled?
Yeah. Any person who lives in a house, has a car, and has unlimited access to food, and clean drinking water is pretty damn spoiled. I'm probably past that, considering I have way more at my fingertips than i really need.

Who were you last on the phone with?
Probably Gabe.

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?
No. I deal with it.

Could you see yourself dropping out of high school?
No.

Camping or nice hotel?
I do appreciate modern plumbing.

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
After reading that survey, very much so.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
actually, no

Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
Probably. I can't think of a moment though.

What were you doing 12 a.m. last night?
Leaving Gabe's

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
I am in public...

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I dont know. I dont want to be...

How was your weekend?
Last weekend was AWESOME. I saw Evil Dead the Musical...saw WEEZER! idk about this weekend. I'm excited for halloween, even though I work.

Are you a mean person?
Some people tell me i'm TOO nice.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
yeah.

Where is your cell phone?
underneath the table. lol.

Has anyone ever called you baby?
yeah. i hate it. i dont mind when gilbert calls me babycakes, though. i just don't like baby for some reason. idk

What is something you disliked about your day?
this horrible broken sinking feeling i keep having every time i think of him.

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with a M?
yes, i actually have. matt dartnell.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah. a lot, but of all the times it's happened only a few have affected me significantly.

Where will you be twelve hours from now?
who knows.

Do you fall for people easily?
i'm gonna try not to anymore. i'm done with being walked all over, and toyed with.

Have you ever texted someone while you were in the same room?
lol...guilty.

Do you think someone likes the same person you like?
i'm not interested in even liking people right now.

Ever been in a perfect relationship?
no. nor do i want to be. that sounds boring. but i would like one that is STABLE


Do you miss your past?
sometimes, but thats not healthy

Who was the last person to hold your hand and when?
yesterday with gabe. he was walking in the middle of the road and was unaware of a car coming right at him, so i grabbed his hand and yanked him out of the way. gabe may be strong...but car + gabe = hurt

Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
i KNOW im a good girlfriend. i'm loyal, supportive, loving, and caring.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
i felt well rested, but still empty

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes, i have monday night crew and gabe

Are you happy right now?
on the surface, im ok. deep down i'm extremely unhappy

Do you believe change is always good?
not always

You never know what you have until you lose it? True or False?
true. but after a while, you start to notice when you have good things

Any up coming events you're excited about?
halloween i suppose.

Do you love anybody & would give up anything for them?
i did...

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
yeah.

Do you answer to restricted numbers?
usually i dont

Who pissed you off today?
no one has

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
sparingly now

Do you want a small or big wedding?
not too big not too small. just right

Have you ever felt replaced?
too often

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment?
i'm trying to forget them but it's so hard.

cool chuck fun

When's the last time you were aggravated but happy at the same time?
I dunno. Probably some time recently though. I'm like that a lot.

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I always do.

Is there someone mad because you're dating/​talking/​married to the person you are with?
Quite possibly, but I don't care. They don't really know anyway.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes.

What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans, orange cat shirt.

How often do you listen to music?
Daily.

Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans, I never wear sweats.

Do you think your life will dramatically change before 2010?
Who knows.

Are you a social or antisocial person?
I'm a little inbetween.

Have the cops ever came to your house?
Nope.

Can money buy happiness?
Nope.

Can you drive a stick shift?
Yeah, a little. I know the basics.

Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yes.

If you could change your eye color would you?
Yeah, green would be cool.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends.

Is there a boy you would do absolutely everything for?
Yeah. There are a few. One more than the others.

Name something you dislike about your day?
I haven't seen Jason yet. Ha.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
My mom.

What are you sitting on right now?
my computer chair

A random person yells at you "​AyBayBay"​... you?​
HOLLA I'M IN THE CLUB

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed?
Gilbert

Do you get a lot of colds?
YES. UGH.

Where is the shirt your wearing from?
Threadless

Do you have any hidden alcohol bottles somewhere in your room?
lol. uh, no.

Do you like watching scary movies?
I love to, they're awesome!

Do you want your tongue peirced?
ew no thanks.

If you had to completely delete a year of your life what year would it be?
I'd like to delete Alexis from 2007.

Did you have a dream last night?
Yeah, but I can't remember what happened.

When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Probably yesterday.

What are you excited for?
Movie night...and the office! :D

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yeah.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Actually, no.


Whats bothering you?
I'm hungry

Ever been cheated on?
pretty sure I have.

Could you see yourself with someone forever?
Yeah, well...I just hope to see this person around for a while. That's all I can ask for right now, and it seems realistic.

How old will you be on your next birthday?
21.

Last text was from?
Gilbert, he sent me the beginning lyric to weezer's newest single

When was the last time you hugged a member of the opposite sex?
yesterday

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty/awesome eyes?
Yeah, actually

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
Three times. It's the worst feeling ever.

Who are the texts from in your inbox?
Jason, Gilbert and Gabe

What was the last thing you drank?
Coffee

What color are your eyes?
Brown

Who are you texting?
No one right now.

Have you ever ridden a horse?
Once, I was scared shitless

How often do you say sorry?
too often

Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
BARBIE GIRRRLLLL

Do you like long hugs?
yes. :)

What makes you laugh?
lots of things do

When you play video games, do you scream at the screen?
Yes, sometimes lol.

Do you like the show ''That 70's show"?
yeah

Do you know anyone in a band?
Yep

Is your hair long or short?
shaaawt

When's the last time you got stung by a bee?
NEVERRR

if it doesnt get all over the place,,,,then i guess you're not a messy eater

Let's start out with something clever, what's your sign?
leo


Congratulations​.​​.​​ you're pregnant, you say?
Uh...no? I'd freak out.


Are you listening to music right now?
No, I'm in class. I wish I could be though.


Do you and your friends have the same taste in music?
For the most part, actually, yeah. Some a little more than others.


Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
Happy/Sad


Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc?
All the time.


Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
Shit, probably neither. My mom is like a drug nazi and...I dunno. They're just really awkward about things like that.


Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month?
Yeah.


What did you do last night?
I hung out with Gilbert and Gabe, we played Guitar Hero and then watched the Boondocks.


Is anything wrong?
Feels like it, but I know it's just in my head.


Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Every time I see him. :)


What would you do if a stranger came up to you and said you are the most attractive person they had ever seen?
I would be really flattered, but I would also think they were lying.


Where are you ticklish?
I'm super ticklish on my sides.


Have you ever played truth or dare?
yeah.


Why did you last cry?
feelin' shitty.


How old do you look?
i look probably like a high school senior or younger. most people are shocked to know that i'm in my 3rd year in college.


Have you ever shared a blanket with someone?
yeah. i wish i could do it more often.


What is your name?
deanna


Do people mispronounce it often?
all the damn time


Do you straighten your hair every day?
yeah,just the ends.


What are you doing today?
i'm in class right now, i'm seeing sarah later, and then jason later later tonight probably.


What are you listening to?
my teacher lecturing. more like...hearing. i'm not really listening to her. oops.


Who did you last talk to?
text? jason. through voice? my mom.


Do you say sorry first?
usually yeah. people say i say sorry too much


Your phone is ringing. It's the person you first fell hardest for, what do you say?
hey! what's up?
sam and i are cool with each other. i would just be surprised he's calling.

Do people ever call you by your last name?
nope


Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
nope. all are mine


If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
yeah. i mean....if it's hardcore like abuse that wouldnt fly with me. and it depends on what drugs. hardcore drugs...that isnt cool either.

What is more important, happiness or trust?
happiness comes with trust. if you cant trust anyone, how can you really be happy about that?


What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
check my phone, hoping to see a text from someone


Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
all the time


Are you happy with the way things are going?
i'm not sure where they are going


Think about the last time you were crying; what made you stop?
i just didnt feel like crying anymore. thats just how it goes


Do you have homework?
yeah. i have a psych project to do by friday


Do you know anyone named Dave?
that one dude. yeah