the latter band played faster than i could believe, but the songs sounded the same and kinda sucked.

OH MY.

THIS IS COOL.

THIS IS MY LAST DAY IN MCCREEDY'S CLASS.

LAWD ALMIGHTY! PRAISE THE GOOD LAWD!

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she said something about going to a 600 room. where's that at? ::shrugs::






i'm not insane, i'm not bugged out. one thing's for sure, i'm all outta angst.








i was thinking, i'm going to be like really lonely without monica next year. it sucks. too bad she's graduating this year. that'd be cool if she came and hung out with us anyway like at lunch. it's all good though.








AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. NEED. NIRVANA. LISTEN. NOW.

i like the butch vig mix of smells like teen spirit better than the one they released. the drums are all like, 80s sounding and it's decent. yesssssss.

crutchie rawks hard, d00d. hxc 2 da mAx.

well, lookie lookie. it's booty. for a split second.















SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME















I HAVE MERCY AND MINI MERCY IN MY CLASSES TODAY















2 HOURS OF EACH OF THEM















IT'S NOT FAIR















WELL PROBABLY BECAUSE LIFE ISN'T FAIR













BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT















JANUARY, YOU'RE SO CRUEL















JESUS, YOU ARE ONE CRUEL MAN.















DECENT















10 MINUTES LEFT IN THIS CLASS
















THEN I NEVER HAVE TO SEE MCCREEDY AGAIN
















YES YES YES YES















GOD LOVES ALL THE LITTLE CHILDREN















ESPECIALLY MC DNA















BECAUSE I'M 39 CENTS WITH EXTRA CHEESE ON WEDNESDAYS. YES YES YES.















okay i gotta go. 10 minutes left. yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

BYE COMPUTER.
NO MORE HELP COMPUTER FROM YOU!
NEENER NEENER NEENER!
NAH NAH NAH!

ain't it a shame to beat your wife on sunday when you got monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday? AIN'T IT A SHAME??

that's the coolest song ever. ain't it a shame by nirvana. listen to it. now. or i'll mess you up, d00d.

i haven't written here in a while, huh? i hate to say it but i kinda forgot. XD.

yesterday was weird. happy, sad, all in one. my mom was being hitler : O. then i saw chris. and that made me happy but of course, sad at the same time. ERHSHAJWOMGWTFBBQRIVERSAHSJDMSKERUGHJSK.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN ZACK MIGHT BE MOVING TO TEXAS?!?!??!?/!?!?!111?!?

just my freaking luck. the only person that keeps my sanity in check when i'm with chris is leaving. and ben! aw! i love ben! he's such a cute little kid. grrrrr. i don't want them to leave. i'm gonna stick them all in my closet, that's what i'm gonna do.

....what's this? hark an annoying voice! ms. mc creedy speaks!

....




























GOD HELP ME













with the lights out, it's less dangerous
here we are now, entertain us! a mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my libito! yayyyyyyyy!
a denial! a denial! a denial!


















HE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE.

















HELP MEEEEEEEEEEE













HELP COMPUTER.













QUICK.













SOMETHING! ANYTHING!













PEPPER SPRAY!













OUST! I DON'T CARE! JUST GET MERCY AWAY!













OMGWTFBBQ.












YES.


HE LEFT.













praise you, sweet almighty jesus. i was ready to ask the o-mighty smiter to smite me.


i found it hard, it's hard to find. oh well, whatever, nevermind.











i wish monica was here today. maybe she'll come during lunch. that'd be cool. i wish monica was like, here right now. because i need someone to talk to. there's no one for me to like really talk to in this class except for sarah and she sits all the way across the room. :( :( :( :(.

booty's infatuated with seggan
chris is goo goo for kristin
i don't know about carl. but i think he's got the hots for downie still.













WHY CANT ANY OF THOSE BE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


oh well. i'm gonna go. 10 minutes left in class and i'm gonna get my stuff ready to go. i'm hardly ever ready to go on time, and i feel like being on time today and whatnot.

ugh. tomorrow there's finals. okay. it's that time again....

SMITE ME O MIGHTY SMITER.

-MC DNA

"Shit! Ms. McCreedy is the white opressor!"--Alex

today is like....weird.

full of compliments on family trees,
dissecting frogs,
and conformity speeches.

AND THEN LATER...
SOME JBX'N.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

okay since i'm done with Eddie's family tree (i don't have mr.gardner so i had to do someone else's being that i didn't do the assigment because i don't have the teacher like i just said) i'm gonna GO TO bingo since he never comes over to me. maybe today will be a good day. :)

HULK SMASH..........NOW!

okay i dunno if i wanna go over there. i might get in trouble. aw well i'll just say...i'm...helping...him. dang. someone's over there right now. I WANT HIM TO MYSELF. god i sound so selfish. oh well. I'm gonna go talk to Seggan. later.

-deanna

...forever in debt to your priceless advice.

i'm like really blah right now.

i don't know. i just don't feel happy. i feel like i don't care anymore.

it feels like nothing is right anymore. i know i'm being a little wussy and whining but i just feel like nothing is going good anymore. i wish i could just stay home and do nothing. especially today being that i'm sick. maybe my laziness has gotten out of control.

my dad WILL NOT stop talking about this whole soccer thing. i know it hurts him and stuff but he CONSTANTLY talks about it over and over and it's annoying. and then he started up about my knee. why does he have to tell other people about it? i'd like to just keep it to myself about how it happened. i don't care if he's like 'yeah my daughter hurt her knee playing soccer' but he goes all into detail and ugh. i don't want to broadcast it to everyone, because quite frankly i don't think anybody really cares about it as much as they or i do.

and chris is bugging the living hell out of me. he IMed me yesterday and was like asking me questions about the night he kissed me, and if it would've gone any farther. what the heck? if he considers us best friends, HE SHOULD'VE ALREADY HAVE KNOWN THAT I'M SO NOT LIKE THAT. I AM NOT A FREAKING WHORE. I'M GLAD NOTHING HAPPENED OTHER THAN THAT BECAUSE HE DIDN'T REALLY LIKE ME ANYWAY. THAT FREAKING LOSER LIED AND FORGOT ABOUT ME QUICKER THAN YOU CAN SAY "BOOTY AND THE BLOWFISH."

IT SEEMS HE FORGOT WE WERE EVEN FRIENDS.

Then he had the nerve to ask, "do u wear thongs"

OMGWTFBBQ.
WHY DOES HE EVEN CARE?
uhh cuz u have a nice ass
SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU CARED?
SINCE WHEN HAS ANYBODY?
GAHHHHHH....FREAKING IDIOT.

HE'S THE LAST PERSON I THINK WOULD CARE. SINCE WHEN?? SERIOUSLY! UGH. HE NEVER TALKS TO ME ANYMORE. WE DON'T TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE WE USED TO. (OKAY I THINK I'M DONE LIKE "YELLING" SO MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE THE CAPS LOCK OFF.) i'm just appalled that he would tell me that when he never really talks to me anyway. he's got kristin, why doesn't he just ask her. he obviously cares more about her than me.

I JUST WANT SOME FREAKING LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO FREAKING ASK?????????

I FREAKING WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!
FREAKINGOMGBBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm in a state of complete and utter lonelyness.
i'd feel okay if bingo came over here but he's over there with seggan probably giving her (like monica said) some "non-meth induced physical affection" of which i could really use right now.

BINGO PLEASE COME OVER HERE AND GIVE ME SOME NON-METH INDUCED PURE PHYSICAL AFFECTION!



ANYTHING!



HUG!



HAND SHAKE!



A NICE WALK ON THE BEACH!



I DON'T CARE!



JUST S-O-M-E-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


A NICE CHAT!


ANYTHING!



I'M LIKE BEGGING!





AND IT'S PATHETIC!





PLEASE!




fine. no one's going to come over here. i'm a lonely pathetic soul.

i told danny that i like carl.
but i said "filatioman"
because it's funny.

i wonder if monica will want to go for a little walk today. i could use a walk. i'm depressed. i don't like using that word though. because weirdly i find 'depressed' mixed with 'cutting' but if someone's depressed, they don't HAVE to nessissaraly (sp) cut. and to who's reading this, i won't cut. i promise. i'm too weenie to inflict pain upon myself on purpose. i get kinda woozy thinking about it. well the 5 minute bell rang so i'm going to go.

-deanna