Ice age, heat wave, can't complain. If the world's at large why should i remian?

I'm really worried about Chris now.

Maybe i should get him a wristband for Christmas. A Green Day one and maybe an I love you one? I dunno. I told him yesterday that i'd give anything if he would just stop hurting. I said i'd give away my guitar and he said "i don't want you to have to give that up for me. I know how much you love your guitar. i'm not worth it" Well, technially all the chemicals that humans are made up of only costs about $15.00 and my guitar was $480 or something so, yeah he isn't really worth it. But that's not the point. He is. He's one of my BEST friends and i love him so much i can't even begin to comprehend it. I feel like i love him like a guy, a little brother, and a best friend all rolled into one. When he said he wasn't worth it i started crying. He is so worth it. He's like such a big part of me and stuff. Maybe i'm obsessing, maybe i'm not, but i care so much about him and it really kills me when he's sad and stuff. and the fact that he seems to not care about me as much as i do him. oh well. when i think about it, we're in the same boat. we're both almost failing math (i don't think i am so much as i was anymore), we can't please people we want to, and we're having guy/chick troubles. personally, i think my case is worse than his but whatever. it could be even worse. well. maybe not. his could be as worse. well, it's about time to go to i should logoff and whatnot. later.

-deanna

WHERE'S BINGO. I'M BUMPING MODEST MOUSE BUT HE'S NO WHERE NEAR ME. WHAT THE HELL? IT WORKED YESTERDAY! GRR. I NEED A HUG. :(