SINCE U BEEN GONE LOLOLOLOLOL

I really really like this song. I feel like...stupid for liking it, but I do. We sang it together in his car last night. <33

You know what really scares me? When water has a expiration date and butter is patented. I mean, seriously. That's really scary. It's a lot more scarier than 43-year-old male rapists and a demented man with a chainsaw and a hockey mask.

You know what's weird? I feel like his girlfriend already. This is weird. BUT I LIKE IT. I LIKE IT A LLOOOOTTTT. Wajhfkl;dsajfkld;sjafkl;dsjf.


I really like Tegan & Sara. I feel so totally Myspace and I absolutely hate it.
I think I'm going to like...mess around in Photoshop for a while.


Man I feel all nauseous again. I'm all nervous to see him. Wow, I've liked him for a while now and he still gives me butterflies. =)

This is fact, not fiction, for the first time in years.

Am I really creepy for listening to this just because it reminds me of him, therefore making a smile appear upon my face? There's nothing there to keep my fingers warm. Yes there is. I remember the dark theater and the image of your hand. It goes from dark to light, different shades of colors as each frame changes on the movie. I turn my head to the right and I see the movie screen glistening in your beautiful green eyes. I see a smile emerge upon your face. It makes me smile too.

There's something in him, something about him that makes me insanely happy. It's like my head has turned into a balloon. It's floating, higher and higher. Happiness. I think about him so much it's almost getting annoying. It would be annoying if I weren't so effin' happy. Ok, someone needs to let out a little bit of this Helium. That would be acceptable. Unless some people have some ridlin for me or something. Did I spell that wrong?

Oh! It's the song. The song that reminds me of him the most. I hear the soft melody, the guitar strumming and I automatically think of his big smile. Those big green eyes. His uneasy, shy, quiet voice. If there was a song that I could like, say depicted him in my eyes...I would say it is this one.

I do believe it's true there's roads left in both of our shoes

And if this silence takes you then I hope it takes me too

So brown green eyes,

I'll hold you near cuz you're the only song I want to hear

A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

This song totally ruins my mood. I love this song though, nonetheless. COCAINE. Feelin' that beat. Hahahaha. Zanzabar. HAHA. Fergie's face.

I really like him. I don't even know him that well and I already think he's super fantastic and all those other great adjectives. I hope I spelled that right.

I haven't done much in this class. I feel kind of bad. I should feel more bad for myself because it's only going to hurt me in the end. Haha, duh. Yeah. Priorities = not straighted...just yet. Give me time.

HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM
GODDAMNIT DO I EVER STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM
I'm going to start like, writing my book this period. So...yeah.

p.s. I know I say that all the time, but I'm serious right now. I'm in the mood to write.