10.28.2004

I feel stupid and contagious, here we are now, entertain us.

There's something about listening to Nirvana that makes me cringe. It's not bad, but i get lost in the music. Maybe because of the meaning, or because i think about what Kurt Cobain felt when he wrote this, or because i'm listening to a dead guy's legacy. I dunno. But i like it.

We finished watching the crucible today. that was a GREAT MOVIE. At the end, i started to cry. Back off, it's really emotional. I can't believe anything like that really happened. It's so horrible. If i was Abigail, like, i would have felt so bad i killed all those innocent people. I wouldn't have felt bad. I would've felt so horrible, i would've felt worse than that. I can't live with guilt. I think on and about things too much that it would get to me, and i would go crazy. What amazes me is that she didn't seem bothered by it when she watched them be hung. Geez.

I'm so ugly but that's okay 'cuz so are you.

The playoffs got cancelled yesterday. I was so mad. Do they not know that's the only time i get to hang out with Chris and Zack? Do they not care? Probably not, but that's not my point. Oh well. The bell's going to ring in a couple minutes, so i'd better go. Later.

I Like you, I'M NOT GONNA CRACK.
-deanna

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