Now... everybody do the propaganda!

Green Day's new cd = <3


She's all alone again wiping the tears from her eyes
Somedays he feels like dying
She gets so sick of crying

^ This reminds me of Chris and I.

I'm singing American Idiot right now. Not too loud of course, because i suck at singing. So what's been going on with me lately? Oh, not too much. Just the usual.

I hope Chris invites me to his house tonight. I want to play my guitar really bad and stuff with him. I want to show him the new little tune i made up. It's not very good, like, i still have some bugs to work out of it and stuff, but its basically the general idea. And i want to show him this cd. Ah! He gets to go to the concert. Ugh, i want to go to it so bad. I love Green Day.

It amazes me how much crap Chris puts himself through. I almost feel like backing off because of all the girl crap he has. It would be like, one down 40 other girls to go i guess. It seems like he lets girls get the best of him and then he can't let go of them because he likes them too much. I'm glad that doesn't happen to me. Of course i always wanted at least 2 guys i liked to like me. But he has like...4 or something. I'm one of 'em. It probably would take a lot off of his mind if he didn't have to worry about me and stuff.

Carl broke up with his girlfriend.

GOD IF YOU'RE LISTENING
(Of course you are)
PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE
I BEG OF YOU
GIVE ME SOME KIND OF LUCK
OR SOMETHING
PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE
I REALLY REALLY LIKE CARL
I ALWAYS HAVE
LIKE SPIKE HIS FOOD OR MUSIC OR SOMETHING WITH SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES THAT SAY:
HEY CARL! 'SUP DUDE? HEY, YOU REMEMBER DEANNA RIGHT? YEAH, WELL, ASK HER OUT BECAUSE I TOLD YOU SO. WELL, I HAVE TO GO ANSWER PRAYERS AND WHATNOT. I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER DUDE. C'YA.--GOD


:0) God, if you could do that i'd be more than appriciative.
WAY more than appriciative. I don't even think there's a word for how glad i'd be.

Now i feel all obsessive and whatnot.
Oh well.
Not like anyone's going to read this.
And the only one who probably does is Steven.
And i think Monica looks at this too.

Hey, Monica.
Hey, Steven.

Oh, Julian broke up with Monica yesterday. I was so sad for her. I was going to like, bake her cookies and stuff but i didn't have any like cookie stuff. Then i thought i'd bring her some frozen reese's peanut butter cups (dunno where i could get lukewarm water though) but i ate the last one the day before so my plan was screwed. :0(.

Can i get another AMEN???? I want to go eat. I'm so hung--famished. I love lunch. I was thinking about that the other night. I love nessesities. Eating and sleeping.

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
This is our lives on holiday!

Man i love that song. 4 minutes left in class.... i guess i should put away me stuff. Yes, i meant to put me.
Blvd. of Broken Dreams = My new depressive song = My anthem.
I'll post the lyrics here later or something.

C'y'a all on...[thinks] Monday. Later.
-deanna