Don't you put me on the backburner, you know you gotta help me out, yeah!

UHHHHHH. I'M SAM AND I'M FREAKING GAY AND I DON'T CALL PEOPLE WHEN I PROMISE I WILL. I have a feeling that he's not going to invite me to do anything for his birthday.

It really bothers me that I'm always thinking of him and I have a 99.9% feeling that he doesn't think about me more than 5 times during the day. That could be the fact that he's really forgetful, OR BECAUSE HE'S LYING TO ME AND REALLY DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME. I'm having a hard time distinguishing the two.

Oh well, because GUESS WHO'S GOING TO SEE WEEZER IN LONG BEACH?!?!?!? YEEEEEAHHHHH, I AM!!!!!!! DEEEEEEEEEECENT.

I finally downloaded Chocolate by Snow Patrol to my phone. I was so fustrated because I wanted it really bad and it wouldn't download, even if my life depended on it.
I like the Killers a lot now, I don't really know why, but I do. Yay for the Killers!! Ok...patheticism ending...now. JUST KIDDING! HA HA HA THE PATHETICISM NEVER EVER ENDS. DUH.

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier!!!!!!! YUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Actually, that's pretty true.



Anyway, so Fili's taken now and...now more than ever I wish that he liked me. It's okay if he's single, but once he's taken, aw hell naw. Now I have to work extra hard if I want to get him to like me. He acts like he likes me, and I don't get it. He doesn't even seem that interested (from what I see) in his girlfriend. I don't know, the world's weird like that. Maybe he's just flirting insanely because he knows I like him. Not another one just leading me on. Man, this flippin' sucks. Maybe if I wasn't such a sucker, I wouldn't fall for the same things everytime.

I love this song more than anything. Okay, not really, but I do like it a lot. Snow Patrol = ♥

There's nothing to do. I'm already done correcting my story and whatnot. Maybe I should try to make it longer on the account that it's smaller than my tolerance for Mr. Patterson and Math combined.
I hate Mr. Patterson.


Fili's hair looks super kyoooooote today. He took my advice and combed it downwards. IT LOOKS HAWWWWT. Haha, it looks REALLY nice is more like it.

Well, there's the 5 minute bell. I GOTS TO GO LOL. C U L8R.

-deanna