I'm a lot like you, so please. Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting. I think I'd be good for you, and you, you'd be good for me!

Being sick really sucks, y'know? Well, if you didn't, now you do. What's with these homies dissin' my girl, why do they gotta front? Seriously, duuuuude.

Did you know Buddy Holly by Weezer was written for a little Chinese girl that got picked on a lot at Rivers' high school? Yeah, he was really protective of her, I guess. I read that in Rivers' Edge: The Weezer Story. That was a good book.

Anyway, Alex did go to practice last night. I didn't see him though. : ( I feel bad that he sat by himself in the dark with his guitar. Man, that sucks too, because I kept looking all over the place throughout practice but when it started to get dark, I just gave up and figured he wasn't going after all.
I need to take pictures off of my camera. Ebarrassing pictures of myself after soccer practice. Haha, it was fun taking them though.

So yeah, school has been going better. Not as bad as I was making it out to be in the first couple weeks. Things still aren't that great (hem.) but for the most part, I'm coping and that's the good part, right? That's what I thought.
Grades, as calculated so far:
Journalism - A
English - A
Math Analysis - C....or D. He can't fail me, he didn't give me a deficiency HAHAH SUCKA.
Computer Graphics - A
US History - B
Chemistry - A

Projected G.P.A. - 3.83

The more I think about Sam, the more I think maybe he just wanted to get away from me. Maybe he didn't really like me after all, but he just didn't have the heart to tell me? It would be somewhat logical, because it seems like every guy that's ever seemed to like me doesn't really, they just led me on. But then, I think, "No, Sam's not like that. I know he liked me, at least a little." I'm just confused. I can't ask him either, because it'll be awkward and I know he won't want to talk about it. And then I think about that night I gave him my new number and how he seemed like he didn't really want it. I don't blame him for that, though. And how he said when he was ready, he'd call me? We both know he'd never call me. There's another thing that makes me think he doesn't like me. Then I contradict myself YET AGAIN by thinking of how he said, "You mean so much to me." and how he patted my head and hugged me at last Friday's football game.

Man, boys are confuzzling. LOL. JK SMILES.
tahst so hott...


Hahaha, I remember driving by that one KFC and the sign underneath it said, "Thats Hot." Whoever put that there needs to be shot. And then the premisis needs to be BURNED. I'm just glad they took it down and put up like, "6 PIECE DINNER $6.99" That pertains more to their food than "Thats Hot" does. That saying just flipping sucks. (Note: If you see me use that phrase on here ANYWHERE, please know that I'm only making fun of it. If you're going to be a reader of this, you have to know when and when not to take me seriously. It's a hard challenge. If you don't, I'll sound like a stupid hypocrite (a worse one than what I already am). And then you'll probably hate me or think I'm annoying. But that's your fault, not mine.)

I like this song. Is this actually Weezer? It sounds like them, but I'm not too sure.

Let's go away for a while
You and I to a strange and distant land
Where they speak no word of truth
But we don't understand anyway

Holiday
Far away
To stay
On a Holiday
Far away
Let's go today
In a heartbeat!
Heartbeat!
Heartbeat!

Don't bother to pack your bags
Or your map
We don't need them where we're goin'
We're goin' where the wind is blowin'
Not knowing where we're gonna stay

We will write a postcard
To our friends
and family in free verse
On this road we'll never die

Heartbeat!
Heartbeat!

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH.
Too bad I'm sick and I can't sing at all. Well, I can't sing at all because I'm in class and I'd be making fun of myself (basically) and then people would laugh at me and Sarah would say HAHA YOU SOUND LIKE EVANESCENE and I would be embarrassed and then they'd all tell me I SUCK.

In the Garage IZ TEH HARTZORZ LOLz.

I love...
PLAYING AIR GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monica
Theran, my kitty
My guitar
Soccer
Sam
Ander
Carl
Sarah
Barnes & Noble
Loving life
Being happy
Singing
Writing

<333
YESSSS.

I wish Sam was still giving me guitar lessons. The only songs I play are like, Tired of Sex, Mykel and Carli, Island in the Sun, Pink Triangle and In the Garage. Oh, and Suzanne.
I love playing them though. Love love love love. ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE!

LET'S ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!!

I'm in musical heaven right now. Please hold.
Tuning out the whole entire world: Now in Progress.

and it makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain!
we'll never feel bad anymore!
hep hep!
no, no!

I'm like, just about to fall asleep. I want to go back to sleeeeeep. Jamie, what you doin' now girl? Please, please tell me.
That reminds me of the Beatles. Please Please Me.
I want you to know
Jamie, Jamie
I'm so glad you're mine
We'll be together a long time
You've got the Beach Boys
and your firm's got the Stones
But I know you won't leave me alone
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
It hurts me so much,
It hurts me so much.


Hmm. I want to write me a song. It's hard to write and listen to music at the same time, though.
Nigel tells me it's stupid question day.
So, ask a stupid question, I guess.
Not to me, though. If you ask me a stupid question, I'll burn down your house.

LOL JK
But seriously, don't post a comment with a stupid question.
Whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo. Isn't it time to leave yet?

I've been typing for a little over 30 minutes, so I guess there's still a lot of time left in the class. Man. I want to go, or I'm going to fall asleep. FINALLY. THE 5 MINUTE BELL. ::does dance::

OK, I gotta go.