if you love me

I wish sometimes he would plan things ahead of time so they don't come up last minute. It always comes up last minute and in this situation, I always get left behind.
I feel bad for getting all butt hurt but I wish he would just take me into consideration sometimes. I take him into consideration all the time and if I've told him something, I make sure to back up what I say. He knew I wanted to go, but he wasn't sure if he was going to go. I figured I'd see him before 7th, but he had already left. He didn't even call to tell me he was going after all. If I were in his shoes, I'd always be calling him to let him know what was going on. It makes me feel really left out. It also reminds me of how he said the other night, "When I say I love you, do you think sometimes 'if you love me you wouldn't do that'?"

This is one of those times.
If you love me, why do you do this?


It almost makes me not even want to sit by him at the game.